I Want Someone To Think Im Worth Fighting For

Shhh it's a secret. I just didn't have anyone to tell today....
I'll admit I've pretty much given up but it doesn't mean I don't want someone to think I'm worth fighting for... No ones ever stood up to call me home from the ledge.
I know I haven't really been alone as long as I have felt I have but it's strange getting out of something like that when you feel like your freaking souls been ripped in two after leaving yet you feel a more complete alone ness then when you were with him.
Bla bla bla I went off on a tangent. Sorry about that. I meant it to be short and to the point.
Doubt anyone will read this anyway. I get very few replies these days.