Wow...I wish you the best. Just remember that you are not alone.

Thanks for sharing. I think you just need to remember that nothing good comes easy. Sometimes, we really need to get out of our way, it's very true.

Over the years, I have read a lot of books on self improvement, I am glad I read those books when I did. Life is a journey, we should try our best to enjoy most part of it even if we have to go through some exercises to get the best of it.

I will check the books you mentioned here. Have a great day.

I did the same, reading books after books trying to find the best and effortless way to improve my laziness/productivity. The more books/technique you found just procrastinate the goal you need to archieve.
Later I found its not about the techniques, its about your body, chemical balance in your brain that can affect your motivation to get things done.

Are you the person who wrote about waking up in the morning yesterday? I like your stories. I'll read this later.