I Don't Get Along With My Mom

My mom has picked her boyfriend over me countless times. Just this year in fact. But it was the last straw for me. I'll never understand how a parent can pick a person who has hurt their child, over their child. I left the state to get away from her and her child molesting boyfriend. They are both sick. But unfortunately she is still my mother, so I still talk to her. If she would have just left him... Or if he would just die... I don't like to have these thoughts, but my life would be much easier if these things could happen.