I Want To Share A Few Things About Me
I realized most could care less about this, you maybe excused since you do not care.
This is for the miniscule few that possibly might care.
Just a few things about me. Just only a few things :
°I was born and raised in California on June 13 1959 . A gemini.
°I am 6'2" tall, blue eyes, long dirty blonde hair and weight 145 lbs. Yes skinny!
°I wear glasses for distance seeing.
°I have never married nor have any kids that I know of. Chances of any kids are extremely slim to non existent.
°I am the only first generation naturally born U.S. citizen child of my parents on both sides.
°I have had three much older half-siblings: The youngest is 16 years older than me. The oldest past away in 2016.
°All three of my half siblings were born in Europe during WWII each in a different country: Romania, Germany and Czechoslovakia.
°I have one nephew and one niece older than me, out of eight nieces and nephews.
°My father was born in the U.S. yet almost totally raised in Czechoslovakia. He spoke seven languages well enough to interpret between others.
°My father was trained as a konditorei (a pastry maker and cake decorator) in Czechoslovakia before WWII, and his most well known contribution was a technique to make pastries in an oil based fryer (technique stollen by a well known national donut company). Being a baker he always worked the graveyard shift for 12 hours 6 days a week.
°My father's father passed away from a blood clot before WWII.
°My father was in Nazi prison camp and escaped. His grandfather, my great grandfather, was shot.
°My fathers brothers managed to avoid the WWII in Europe. The eldest went somewhere in Africa. The second eldest to Canada. The youngest to Argentina. None where ever heard from again.
°My father did manage to hear from his mother under her maiden name in the early 1960s from communist Czechoslovakia. Yet only once. It was too risky then.
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°My mother was totally born and raised in Romania. She at one time spoke three languages yet confused and mixed all three much later in life.
°My mother was pregnant with my eldest half sister before she had married. This bothered her a great deal.
°My mother's first husband was a German soldier. She also had experimental surgery by the Germans during WWII. Probably when in Germany after my second oldest half sister was born. This is notable because of that surgery she wasn't supposed to have any more children.
°My mother was an alcoholic from when I was eight years old and ever since.
°Mom had a vision of her mother's death in the early sixties in Germany as well just after grandmother sent a set of blue baby shoes for me.
°Mom also worked the graveyard shift 12 hour days five days a week.
°I am the only child of my father and the youngest child of six by my mother. Two past away long before I was born.
°I took care of both my parents before they passed away.
°I grew up in five different cities. Yet for 13 years mostly in one.
°Between the ages of two and eleven I was taken care of by a series of babysitters. I only remember two family sets. The latter family was very hard and cold and not very supportive.
°At eleven years old my half brother watched over me after school until 8pm then took me home to be alone until after midnight.
°My father refused to drive any vehicles after being hit over the head when I was around 3. He almost died then and spent over a year in the hospital. He either walked, took a bus or took a taxi.
°Between 6 and 16 I spent weekends at my father's place. Awkward because my father worked at nights. Sometimes I went to his work and fell asleep on the flour sacks around midnight. Most often I just stayed at his apartment alone.
°At 9 years old I started to walk to my father's place by my self. This I found extremely weird. I was still being taken care of during the weekdays by a babysitter. A babysitter that insisted I play in their 12 by 4 foot long front yard with out going on to the street.
°Every year my father would take vacation and we went all over California via bus, taxi and once flew.
°In the sixth grade I was apart of an extra school chior, six grade schools joined. We sang at the Anaheim convention center. None of my family saw it.
°At twelve it was deemed I could take care of myself until the motorcycle accident after the tenth grade at 17. I was all drugged up on Demerol because of the accident.
°I went to two grade schools (set back one year in one), one Junior high school and three different high schools. All in California. Graduated High school in 1978 at nineteen.
°I was a member of the Junior High school marching band for three years. The last year we won many awards even sweepstakes over highschools. Only my father watched twice in the eight grade.
°In Jr. High I took second place in the county in wrestling. None of my family saw it or was there for the award.
°In my first year in highschool I tried to do both wrestling and cross country running. I couldn't handle both so I did neither. Instead...
°In my first year in High School I worked on my first computer. See my computer experiences story:
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°In the 2nd semester in my 2nd high school I became interested in photography. It was shared with the art classes and the dark room was a converted maintenance closet.
°In my senior year of High School I was the yearbooks photographer. Was also in charge of all the cameras for the school newspaper. This was mostly because of my previous photography experience. I suspect both photography teachers knew each other now.
°My 1st paying job was at 12 as a circular delivery boy. My 2nd job at 13 as newspaper delivery boy. My 3rd paying job was at 18 as a dishwasher at an Italian restaurant.
°At 16 I was involved in a serious motorcycle accident which broke my leg just above the knee. Was in a caste with 2 pins for 8 months. I was forced to move in with my half brother who had just moved to a different county.
°I have had many motorcycles and still to this day have a motorcycle license.
°I have travel through 3 different countries: Germany, Mexico and the United States.
°In Germany I stayed in 3 cities: Fürte, Nuremberg and Ludwigsburg. I saw my grandmother's grave in Fürte.
°I have been to 40 of the 50 States.
°I am a veteran of the U.S. Air Force.
°I have held a security clearance.
°I am familiar with and have used multiple weapons. I am NOT a gun advocate.
°I believe that all guns should be heavily regulated yet not banned. In particularly in densely populated areas.
°I have a college degree. Computer Science/Mathematics. Graduated June 1986. Classes taken at 3 different colleges.
°I have asked 1 girl to marry in my early 20s. She said I was too innocent. Meaning she wanted someone to tame her wildness.
°I definitely would want a child of my own yet I seriously doubt that will ever happen.
°I have lived with many women, without being in a relationship. 7 to be exact. Not including relatives.
°I have lived over a year on an Indian reservation.
°I always have been a night owl.
°I have come close to death many times, none of my choosing.
°I have been homeless 4 different times.... so far.
°I consider myself a little bit of an artist. Not a particularly good one. See my Art photo-board.
°I am a musician and have played 7 vastly different instruments. Good at only 1, classical guitar. Fair at best on the others.
°I currently only have 3 guitars. 2 hand drums, 1 tambourine, a harmonica, a recorder (wood flute).
°I absolutely love drum circles and bonfires!
°I am quite a bit of a techie.
°I love Science fiction books, and have read thousands of them. Possibly over 10 thousand over the decades.
°My favorite author is Robert Heinlein read everything by him. 2nd would be Asimov. 3rd would be Pierce Anthony.
°I am an avid science fiction TV and movie fan. Including yet not limited to anything Star Trek and anything Star wars.
°I currently have limited myself to only 300 sci-fi books at max (3 bookshelves) and 100 other non-sci-fi. And around 40 sci-fi/fantasy DVD's.
°Yet despite being such a sci-fi fan, I haven't been to a movie theater since 1991.
°I do not like any kind of soap opera TV shows.
°I do not like the way society popularizes move stars. Nor believe that movie stars should be involved in politics just because of their fame.
°I have a cat. A foundling. I once had another cat also a foundling, she was killed by a coyote. My current cat is totally the best cat I have ever known. Almost all cats are comfortable around me.
°I am an animal advocate and have been involved in the capture and relocation of poisonous snakes, spiders and even insects. See my wildlife photo-board.
°I love to cook. Yet only a few have tried my cooking. The reservation Indians loved it.
°I am a huge coffee-holic. Don't wake me up with out a pot available.
°I am a voracious omnivore. Please feed me! After all these years I always have been skinny.
°Once I ate 2 large pizzas, with no outside help. And got a free meal for eating 24oz steak. Yes, I definitely am skinny!
°I once had a very small part in the mpeg video codex in it's initial comdex showing. Not much of a part. I just showed my support for it over AVI, also still in it's development stage. Both had major problems at that time.
°I once was quite familiar with multiple computer programming languages. More than 8.
°I have written a computer program suit for a Jr. college with access to their databases and computer utilities for small business. 3 years
°I once work for a medical billing company as a programmer in C.O.B.O.L. 3 months.
°I was once the assistant system network administrator for a non-profit abuse survivor website. Even got paid for it for 1 year.
°I once worked 1 year as a computer repair technician for a small company. And have built many computers.
°I am a bit of a nudist and have been at both a nudist beach as well as one nudist camp. See my Nudist photo album.
°I believe that nudism should be far more socially acceptable.
°I have a long spirituality history.
°Because of and through my father I once meet and was acquainted with Reverend Robert Schuller of the once renowned Crystal cathedral also known as the Garden Grove Community Church back before the cathedral and even the tower of hope was built. Can't say I knew him well. Yet I did once have pictures taken with him.
°My father disassociated himself with the church when the tower of hope was built.
°My brothers 1st wife and her mother was a spiritualist who both were very much into Edgar Casey.
°My sister in law's mother had a very small part in the start of the humanist portion of the Unitarian Universalist Church back in the late 60s to mid 70s. Living with them had greatly influenced me, despite always being the outsider.
°Because of my sister in-law and her mother I became interested in Edgar Casey, past life regression (PLR), Meditation and the life of Lobsang Rampa.
°Two years after I was discharged from the Air Force I became involved with a cult called the Way International headed then by Dr. Wierwille soon to be headed by Craig Martindale. I was fortunate to get out some 5 months later, yet 3000 miles way from home.
°I 1st became Wiccan in 2001 when I asked to move to Texas by a couple. From them I was accepted as a member of the Celtic Lunar Associates of Nantosuelta and Sucellus (aka The C.L.A.N.S.).
°I was once a member of the Counsel of Magical Arts (aka CMA) in 2002. Note CMA is pagan rather than just wiccan.
Note: Someone has hinted that this was a wiccan organization. It is not just wiccan rather all kinds including druid.
°In 2002 I was also a member of the San Antonio Pagan Association (aka SAPA).
°In 2004 I attended a 3 day private seminar on Reiki in Texas. Had my chakras open. And even participated in a healing. Shared a bit too much energy. 🤷♂️
°In 2008 I was apart of a small pagan organization in Riverside as well as participant another wiccan group in San Bernardino. Attended one ceremony and one workshop in San Bernardino.
°In 2010 I had some ties to a Wicca group in Anza as well as ties in Palm springs.
°Currently I am a solitary Wiccan. I am no longer associated with any groups and none I once knew know where I live. My element is air with empathy towards fire rather than earth.
°I love being in nature and the outdoors.
°I have lived in remote areas with no one around for over a decade.
°I believe that climate change is a real and serious problem.
°I believe in protection of the environment. Yet also believe that few know just what that means.
°I have had an extensive background in hazardous materials, including several certifications in handling, checking for and testing of hazardous materials. Yes I have wore the white suit many times. 12 years.
Burying this here. I have been raped multiple times as a young teenager and molested as an infant. I rarely ever talk about it.
°I am a social liberal, a fiscal domestic conservative, and a foreign policy libertarian.
°I believe that our nation should limit it's influence on other nations.
And not be involved in other nations beliefs systems. Including through "humanitarian" aid programs which are largely religious organizations.
°I have once been involved in a polygamous MFM relationship.
°I consider all races equal
°I consider all genders equal.
°I believe consent in most things is crucial! And that force and coercion is evil!
°I don't believe commercialism is the only way. Yet I neither believe socialism is right.
°I do not like any kind of professional sports.
°I absolutely do not believe religion should have any part of government. Not even marriage or marriage tax deductions.
°I believe religion is a very serious problem in our current government. And religion should have no place in government.
°I believe in freedom of choice in all the senses of the concept. Pro choice, gender choice, right to live or die, right to marry whoever you wish as long as it's consenting and a right to choose a vice without government interference.
°I believe in freedom of speech. As long as it doesn't infringe on others freedom of speech.
°I like a wide range of music. From music long before my time to even some of the present. Yet given that, I am not even a small fan of country music, nor Opera. Classical music is a different story, I immensely enjoy classical music.
°I am a very lite drinker. I just do not like getting drunk. Yet I do enjoy a glass of wine, a beer, or even better a glass of a good ale, or even a shot of a good bourbon, coniac every once in a good while. Yet never in any combination.
°I haven't been drunk in many decades.
°I don't do drugs. No not even marijuana. Yet I won't deny others. If that's your thing fine.
°I just do not like having a fussy head. I don't even like taking prescription drugs for that very reason.
°Yet despite the above.... I admit I do smoke cigarettes and currently cigarillos (far cheaper, about a 3rd) even a cigar when I can get a hold of them. So you don't approve? Nobody's perfect!
°Mostly left handed, yet can do many things with my right hand including write (Well... it's at least readable) but not draw.
°Yes I am straight with a few kinks.
°Languages: German, I spoke it better once yet never fluent. Spanish, well my vocabulary has never been great (around 300 words) but forget grammar. English, yep!
°1st crush 3rd grade.
°1st real naked girl seen, same girl as above.
°1st real kiss 4th grade.
°1st time to accidentally touch a girls breast. Fifth grade fell on top of her jump roping.
°2st petting experience 5th grade.
°2nd and most lasting crush, 5th grade to 10th grade. 2nd girl to see me naked yet at her request in the 8th grade. No "real" petting involved. Needs a very long explanation. Just I never saw her naked nor touched her. Not even a hug.
°2nd real kiss 6th grade.
°Best kiss ever, same girl as above.
°2nd petting experience, same girl as above. 1st girl to see me naked.
°Raped at 13.
°3rd real kiss in Germany at 14.
°3rd petting experience, same girl as above.
°1st real girl friend. 9th grade. Lasted about 5 months and as many dance dates. Kissed and hugged her a few times yet nothing else.
°1st and only prom date 12th grade. Nothing happened.
°1st Major depression. Highschool grad-night. Alone at Disneyland was the worst.
°1st mutually censenting full sex 19. Wished it never happened.
°1st Major accident, 6 months old thrown out of car.
°1st electrical stock. 4 years old? Not certain. Stuck a butter knife in an electrical socket.
°1st remembered beating, see above.
°1st bad cut. 5 years old. 2 inch cut in my hand climbing over a bobwire fence.
°1st time I swam in a pool by myself: 5 years old at the babysitters place. Pushed myself off the deep end stairs and swam underwater. No one knew!
°1st animal bite: German Shepherd in the mouth at 6 years old.
°1st cigaret 3rd grade.
°1st fort built. 4th grade.
°1st and only time I ran away. 4th grade. Cops pick me up downtown.
°1st kids mixed group stay over. 5th grade, played double monopoly all night long.
°1st alcoholic drink, hard to say. Mom gave a bourbon/water/lemon/honey mix as a cough medicine even as a little kid.
°1st really bad drunk, 14 at a German beer fest.
°1st mixed group camping experience. 12th grade. German club.
°Favorite drink? Didn't I already say coffee?
°Favorite soft drink: if I must, Mountain Dew.
°Favorite fruit juice: Peach juice!
°Favorite dessert: Blueberry cheesecake.
°Favorite candy: Reece's peanut butter cups, 2 large and properly chilled please.
°Favorite ice cream: french vanilla with a sprinkling of malt and a lot of cherrys don't forget the cherry juice.
°Favorite pasta: 4 cheese with meat sauce lasagna.
°Favorite meat: ribeye steak medium well please.
°Favorite vegetable: a mix of cauliflower, broccoli, peas and a few carrots, but don't over do the carrots, heavily seasoned and buttered.
°Favorite seasoning: garlic, salt is not a season it's a necessity, so is pepper (freshly ground please).
°Favorite wine: well it depends on what I am eating, but for white wine it's usually Reisling, and red wine is a sweet red.
Favorite starch: not just a potato: Celery root.
Favorite color: Black!
All of this is what makes me who I am! None of this is up for debate! 01234567890123456789001234567
This is for the miniscule few that possibly might care.
The prolog!
No need for fine lines when there is volumes that are refused to be read.
Who really reads a full, legally correct, legislative bill when it's too much to read? 😔
Most just pick what they like and never bother reading the rest.
So the whole series is but for nothing to them.
Never the less, ALL of it, the combined sum, still is who I am.
I am both hated and liked for just a few lines.
Yet never really loved for the whole series.[/u]
Ðê_Wₐÿfₐᵣₑᵣ©Who really reads a full, legally correct, legislative bill when it's too much to read? 😔
Most just pick what they like and never bother reading the rest.
So the whole series is but for nothing to them.
Never the less, ALL of it, the combined sum, still is who I am.
I am both hated and liked for just a few lines.
Yet never really loved for the whole series.[/u]
Prose:
https://similarworlds.com/32-Personal-Thoughts-Feelings/3874984-Prose-Story-A-little-bit-of-who-I-amJust a few things about me. Just only a few things :
°I was born and raised in California on June 13 1959 . A gemini.
°I am 6'2" tall, blue eyes, long dirty blonde hair and weight 145 lbs. Yes skinny!
°I wear glasses for distance seeing.
°I have never married nor have any kids that I know of. Chances of any kids are extremely slim to non existent.
°I am the only first generation naturally born U.S. citizen child of my parents on both sides.
°I have had three much older half-siblings: The youngest is 16 years older than me. The oldest past away in 2016.
°All three of my half siblings were born in Europe during WWII each in a different country: Romania, Germany and Czechoslovakia.
°I have one nephew and one niece older than me, out of eight nieces and nephews.
°My father was born in the U.S. yet almost totally raised in Czechoslovakia. He spoke seven languages well enough to interpret between others.
°My father was trained as a konditorei (a pastry maker and cake decorator) in Czechoslovakia before WWII, and his most well known contribution was a technique to make pastries in an oil based fryer (technique stollen by a well known national donut company). Being a baker he always worked the graveyard shift for 12 hours 6 days a week.
°My father's father passed away from a blood clot before WWII.
°My father was in Nazi prison camp and escaped. His grandfather, my great grandfather, was shot.
°My fathers brothers managed to avoid the WWII in Europe. The eldest went somewhere in Africa. The second eldest to Canada. The youngest to Argentina. None where ever heard from again.
°My father did manage to hear from his mother under her maiden name in the early 1960s from communist Czechoslovakia. Yet only once. It was too risky then.
Incomplete. My father's story.
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°My mother was totally born and raised in Romania. She at one time spoke three languages yet confused and mixed all three much later in life.
°My mother was pregnant with my eldest half sister before she had married. This bothered her a great deal.
°My mother's first husband was a German soldier. She also had experimental surgery by the Germans during WWII. Probably when in Germany after my second oldest half sister was born. This is notable because of that surgery she wasn't supposed to have any more children.
°My mother was an alcoholic from when I was eight years old and ever since.
°Mom had a vision of her mother's death in the early sixties in Germany as well just after grandmother sent a set of blue baby shoes for me.
°Mom also worked the graveyard shift 12 hour days five days a week.
°I am the only child of my father and the youngest child of six by my mother. Two past away long before I was born.
°I took care of both my parents before they passed away.
°I grew up in five different cities. Yet for 13 years mostly in one.
°Between the ages of two and eleven I was taken care of by a series of babysitters. I only remember two family sets. The latter family was very hard and cold and not very supportive.
°At eleven years old my half brother watched over me after school until 8pm then took me home to be alone until after midnight.
°My father refused to drive any vehicles after being hit over the head when I was around 3. He almost died then and spent over a year in the hospital. He either walked, took a bus or took a taxi.
°Between 6 and 16 I spent weekends at my father's place. Awkward because my father worked at nights. Sometimes I went to his work and fell asleep on the flour sacks around midnight. Most often I just stayed at his apartment alone.
°At 9 years old I started to walk to my father's place by my self. This I found extremely weird. I was still being taken care of during the weekdays by a babysitter. A babysitter that insisted I play in their 12 by 4 foot long front yard with out going on to the street.
°Every year my father would take vacation and we went all over California via bus, taxi and once flew.
°In the sixth grade I was apart of an extra school chior, six grade schools joined. We sang at the Anaheim convention center. None of my family saw it.
°At twelve it was deemed I could take care of myself until the motorcycle accident after the tenth grade at 17. I was all drugged up on Demerol because of the accident.
°I went to two grade schools (set back one year in one), one Junior high school and three different high schools. All in California. Graduated High school in 1978 at nineteen.
°I was a member of the Junior High school marching band for three years. The last year we won many awards even sweepstakes over highschools. Only my father watched twice in the eight grade.
°In Jr. High I took second place in the county in wrestling. None of my family saw it or was there for the award.
°In my first year in highschool I tried to do both wrestling and cross country running. I couldn't handle both so I did neither. Instead...
°In my first year in High School I worked on my first computer. See my computer experiences story:
https://similarworlds.com/26-Science-Technology/2794979-What-computer-programming-languages-do-you-know?rid=32508189¬if_id=135959837¬if_uid=412417
°In the 2nd semester in my 2nd high school I became interested in photography. It was shared with the art classes and the dark room was a converted maintenance closet.
°In my senior year of High School I was the yearbooks photographer. Was also in charge of all the cameras for the school newspaper. This was mostly because of my previous photography experience. I suspect both photography teachers knew each other now.
°My 1st paying job was at 12 as a circular delivery boy. My 2nd job at 13 as newspaper delivery boy. My 3rd paying job was at 18 as a dishwasher at an Italian restaurant.
°At 16 I was involved in a serious motorcycle accident which broke my leg just above the knee. Was in a caste with 2 pins for 8 months. I was forced to move in with my half brother who had just moved to a different county.
°I have had many motorcycles and still to this day have a motorcycle license.
°I have travel through 3 different countries: Germany, Mexico and the United States.
°In Germany I stayed in 3 cities: Fürte, Nuremberg and Ludwigsburg. I saw my grandmother's grave in Fürte.
°I have been to 40 of the 50 States.
°I am a veteran of the U.S. Air Force.
°I have held a security clearance.
°I am familiar with and have used multiple weapons. I am NOT a gun advocate.
°I believe that all guns should be heavily regulated yet not banned. In particularly in densely populated areas.
°I have a college degree. Computer Science/Mathematics. Graduated June 1986. Classes taken at 3 different colleges.
°I have asked 1 girl to marry in my early 20s. She said I was too innocent. Meaning she wanted someone to tame her wildness.
°I definitely would want a child of my own yet I seriously doubt that will ever happen.
°I have lived with many women, without being in a relationship. 7 to be exact. Not including relatives.
°I have lived over a year on an Indian reservation.
°I always have been a night owl.
°I have come close to death many times, none of my choosing.
°I have been homeless 4 different times.... so far.
°I consider myself a little bit of an artist. Not a particularly good one. See my Art photo-board.
°I am a musician and have played 7 vastly different instruments. Good at only 1, classical guitar. Fair at best on the others.
°I currently only have 3 guitars. 2 hand drums, 1 tambourine, a harmonica, a recorder (wood flute).
°I absolutely love drum circles and bonfires!
°I am quite a bit of a techie.
°I love Science fiction books, and have read thousands of them. Possibly over 10 thousand over the decades.
°My favorite author is Robert Heinlein read everything by him. 2nd would be Asimov. 3rd would be Pierce Anthony.
°I am an avid science fiction TV and movie fan. Including yet not limited to anything Star Trek and anything Star wars.
°I currently have limited myself to only 300 sci-fi books at max (3 bookshelves) and 100 other non-sci-fi. And around 40 sci-fi/fantasy DVD's.
°Yet despite being such a sci-fi fan, I haven't been to a movie theater since 1991.
°I do not like any kind of soap opera TV shows.
°I do not like the way society popularizes move stars. Nor believe that movie stars should be involved in politics just because of their fame.
°I have a cat. A foundling. I once had another cat also a foundling, she was killed by a coyote. My current cat is totally the best cat I have ever known. Almost all cats are comfortable around me.
°I am an animal advocate and have been involved in the capture and relocation of poisonous snakes, spiders and even insects. See my wildlife photo-board.
°I love to cook. Yet only a few have tried my cooking. The reservation Indians loved it.
°I am a huge coffee-holic. Don't wake me up with out a pot available.
°I am a voracious omnivore. Please feed me! After all these years I always have been skinny.
°Once I ate 2 large pizzas, with no outside help. And got a free meal for eating 24oz steak. Yes, I definitely am skinny!
°I once had a very small part in the mpeg video codex in it's initial comdex showing. Not much of a part. I just showed my support for it over AVI, also still in it's development stage. Both had major problems at that time.
°I once was quite familiar with multiple computer programming languages. More than 8.
°I have written a computer program suit for a Jr. college with access to their databases and computer utilities for small business. 3 years
°I once work for a medical billing company as a programmer in C.O.B.O.L. 3 months.
°I was once the assistant system network administrator for a non-profit abuse survivor website. Even got paid for it for 1 year.
°I once worked 1 year as a computer repair technician for a small company. And have built many computers.
°I am a bit of a nudist and have been at both a nudist beach as well as one nudist camp. See my Nudist photo album.
°I believe that nudism should be far more socially acceptable.
°I have a long spirituality history.
°Because of and through my father I once meet and was acquainted with Reverend Robert Schuller of the once renowned Crystal cathedral also known as the Garden Grove Community Church back before the cathedral and even the tower of hope was built. Can't say I knew him well. Yet I did once have pictures taken with him.
°My father disassociated himself with the church when the tower of hope was built.
°My brothers 1st wife and her mother was a spiritualist who both were very much into Edgar Casey.
°My sister in law's mother had a very small part in the start of the humanist portion of the Unitarian Universalist Church back in the late 60s to mid 70s. Living with them had greatly influenced me, despite always being the outsider.
°Because of my sister in-law and her mother I became interested in Edgar Casey, past life regression (PLR), Meditation and the life of Lobsang Rampa.
°Two years after I was discharged from the Air Force I became involved with a cult called the Way International headed then by Dr. Wierwille soon to be headed by Craig Martindale. I was fortunate to get out some 5 months later, yet 3000 miles way from home.
°I 1st became Wiccan in 2001 when I asked to move to Texas by a couple. From them I was accepted as a member of the Celtic Lunar Associates of Nantosuelta and Sucellus (aka The C.L.A.N.S.).
°I was once a member of the Counsel of Magical Arts (aka CMA) in 2002. Note CMA is pagan rather than just wiccan.
Note: Someone has hinted that this was a wiccan organization. It is not just wiccan rather all kinds including druid.
°In 2002 I was also a member of the San Antonio Pagan Association (aka SAPA).
°In 2004 I attended a 3 day private seminar on Reiki in Texas. Had my chakras open. And even participated in a healing. Shared a bit too much energy. 🤷♂️
°In 2008 I was apart of a small pagan organization in Riverside as well as participant another wiccan group in San Bernardino. Attended one ceremony and one workshop in San Bernardino.
°In 2010 I had some ties to a Wicca group in Anza as well as ties in Palm springs.
°Currently I am a solitary Wiccan. I am no longer associated with any groups and none I once knew know where I live. My element is air with empathy towards fire rather than earth.
°I love being in nature and the outdoors.
°I have lived in remote areas with no one around for over a decade.
°I believe that climate change is a real and serious problem.
°I believe in protection of the environment. Yet also believe that few know just what that means.
°I have had an extensive background in hazardous materials, including several certifications in handling, checking for and testing of hazardous materials. Yes I have wore the white suit many times. 12 years.
Burying this here. I have been raped multiple times as a young teenager and molested as an infant. I rarely ever talk about it.
°I am a social liberal, a fiscal domestic conservative, and a foreign policy libertarian.
°I believe that our nation should limit it's influence on other nations.
And not be involved in other nations beliefs systems. Including through "humanitarian" aid programs which are largely religious organizations.
°I have once been involved in a polygamous MFM relationship.
°I consider all races equal
°I consider all genders equal.
°I believe consent in most things is crucial! And that force and coercion is evil!
°I don't believe commercialism is the only way. Yet I neither believe socialism is right.
°I do not like any kind of professional sports.
°I absolutely do not believe religion should have any part of government. Not even marriage or marriage tax deductions.
°I believe religion is a very serious problem in our current government. And religion should have no place in government.
°I believe in freedom of choice in all the senses of the concept. Pro choice, gender choice, right to live or die, right to marry whoever you wish as long as it's consenting and a right to choose a vice without government interference.
°I believe in freedom of speech. As long as it doesn't infringe on others freedom of speech.
°I like a wide range of music. From music long before my time to even some of the present. Yet given that, I am not even a small fan of country music, nor Opera. Classical music is a different story, I immensely enjoy classical music.
°I am a very lite drinker. I just do not like getting drunk. Yet I do enjoy a glass of wine, a beer, or even better a glass of a good ale, or even a shot of a good bourbon, coniac every once in a good while. Yet never in any combination.
°I haven't been drunk in many decades.
°I don't do drugs. No not even marijuana. Yet I won't deny others. If that's your thing fine.
°I just do not like having a fussy head. I don't even like taking prescription drugs for that very reason.
°Yet despite the above.... I admit I do smoke cigarettes and currently cigarillos (far cheaper, about a 3rd) even a cigar when I can get a hold of them. So you don't approve? Nobody's perfect!
°Mostly left handed, yet can do many things with my right hand including write (Well... it's at least readable) but not draw.
°Yes I am straight with a few kinks.
°Languages: German, I spoke it better once yet never fluent. Spanish, well my vocabulary has never been great (around 300 words) but forget grammar. English, yep!
°1st crush 3rd grade.
°1st real naked girl seen, same girl as above.
°1st real kiss 4th grade.
°1st time to accidentally touch a girls breast. Fifth grade fell on top of her jump roping.
°2st petting experience 5th grade.
°2nd and most lasting crush, 5th grade to 10th grade. 2nd girl to see me naked yet at her request in the 8th grade. No "real" petting involved. Needs a very long explanation. Just I never saw her naked nor touched her. Not even a hug.
°2nd real kiss 6th grade.
°Best kiss ever, same girl as above.
°2nd petting experience, same girl as above. 1st girl to see me naked.
°Raped at 13.
°3rd real kiss in Germany at 14.
°3rd petting experience, same girl as above.
°1st real girl friend. 9th grade. Lasted about 5 months and as many dance dates. Kissed and hugged her a few times yet nothing else.
°1st and only prom date 12th grade. Nothing happened.
°1st Major depression. Highschool grad-night. Alone at Disneyland was the worst.
°1st mutually censenting full sex 19. Wished it never happened.
°1st Major accident, 6 months old thrown out of car.
°1st electrical stock. 4 years old? Not certain. Stuck a butter knife in an electrical socket.
°1st remembered beating, see above.
°1st bad cut. 5 years old. 2 inch cut in my hand climbing over a bobwire fence.
°1st time I swam in a pool by myself: 5 years old at the babysitters place. Pushed myself off the deep end stairs and swam underwater. No one knew!
°1st animal bite: German Shepherd in the mouth at 6 years old.
°1st cigaret 3rd grade.
°1st fort built. 4th grade.
°1st and only time I ran away. 4th grade. Cops pick me up downtown.
°1st kids mixed group stay over. 5th grade, played double monopoly all night long.
°1st alcoholic drink, hard to say. Mom gave a bourbon/water/lemon/honey mix as a cough medicine even as a little kid.
°1st really bad drunk, 14 at a German beer fest.
°1st mixed group camping experience. 12th grade. German club.
°Favorite drink? Didn't I already say coffee?
°Favorite soft drink: if I must, Mountain Dew.
°Favorite fruit juice: Peach juice!
°Favorite dessert: Blueberry cheesecake.
°Favorite candy: Reece's peanut butter cups, 2 large and properly chilled please.
°Favorite ice cream: french vanilla with a sprinkling of malt and a lot of cherrys don't forget the cherry juice.
°Favorite pasta: 4 cheese with meat sauce lasagna.
°Favorite meat: ribeye steak medium well please.
°Favorite vegetable: a mix of cauliflower, broccoli, peas and a few carrots, but don't over do the carrots, heavily seasoned and buttered.
°Favorite seasoning: garlic, salt is not a season it's a necessity, so is pepper (freshly ground please).
°Favorite wine: well it depends on what I am eating, but for white wine it's usually Reisling, and red wine is a sweet red.
Favorite starch: not just a potato: Celery root.
Favorite color: Black!
All of this is what makes me who I am! None of this is up for debate! 01234567890123456789001234567
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