I Say My Mind Is A Mess And My Heart Is A Wreck

I used to be wild in thoughts ,emotions,words..i used to feel things so deeply..i used to have no boundaries inside of me..now i feel like im so shallow..i see things as they are ..with no depth..with no meaning..i used to run to my wild..boundless..magical..imagination..now i can't..my thoughtts disappeared..died..now im a retard 😅😂