Right now I am not sure life is really worth it.

I get dirty looks after being sick from work. All I do is sleep during the day, work at night and watch TV. I feel like my life is a treadmill and I hate it. I don't have any friends and my family lives 2300 miles away from me. I am sick of me when I look in the mirror. I am no longer the fun person I used to be. What's wrong with me.