Final day of freedom

In the morning I will be turning myself in at my county jail where I will stay until I’m transported to the only female prison in my state. I have been sentenced to 8 years and tonight will be the final night I sleep in my bed, go out to town just to spend time, go on a hike and enjoy nature, have privacy in the bathroom, dress how I want put on make up and do my hair. I’m so scared of what my life will be like the next 8 years I’m hopeful I’ll get out early but years of my life are going to be spent in prison. I’m going to start courses in there so when I do get released I can start a career I’m going to go to every NA meeting they offer and hopefully in these later years down the road I can be the person I want to be I can make my family proud I could start a relationship and have a baby of my own start my own little family something I’m not mature enough or mentally or financially stable enough to do now