Final day of freedom

In the morning I will be turning myself in at my county jail where I will stay until I’m transported to the only female prison in my state. I have been sentenced to 8 years and tonight will be the final night I sleep in my bed, go out to town just to spend time, go on a hike and enjoy nature, have privacy in the bathroom, dress how I want put on make up and do my hair. I’m so scared of what my life will be like the next 8 years I’m hopeful I’ll get out early but years of my life are going to be spent in prison. I’m going to start courses in there so when I do get released I can start a career I’m going to go to every NA meeting they offer and hopefully in these later years down the road I can be the person I want to be I can make my family proud I could start a relationship and have a baby of my own start my own little family something I’m not mature enough or mentally or financially stable enough to do now

REMsleep · 41-45, F

Are you in the USA? I have known several prisoners that could send emails. I don't know if it's because of the type of prison that he was in. Also some prisoners have those online dating ads so I dunno how they get those ( I wouldn't recommend doing that)
But I pray that you enjoy your day of freedom. Stay strong, learn to trust only in God and yourself. Believe in your future and always better yourself even in jail. Perhaps you could share contact info with one person on here and they could post your letters here in a group.
Just a suggestion.