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I Have Issues

I had a dream last night that my mother actually came back after leaving me when I was seven, only for her to make a brief appearance and then disappear seven years later with absolutely no trace. But there she was in my dream, and I don't even remember what she looks like so my mind came up with the closest resemblance to her.

Of course it was a dream, because she acted like she gave a damn about what I was doing, including me putting on pregame on NBC for SNF and talking about my training and looking around for a motorcycle and talking about the music I make on Garageband.

And then she says she's only going to be around for that one day. But the thing is, all I do after that is go to the bathroom and dump out the recycling - maybe 10 minutes worth of activity - only to come back and find she's gone already.

Isn't it absolutely annoying to have someone pop up out of nowhere that you were done with and just...don't ever want to see again?
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Justpeaceandlove · 61-69, F
Its been said your dreams are there to help you in your walking state. Maybe you are being ask to forgive her and yourself for the anger you could be carrying. Forgiveness is to help you to experience life in peace and happiness.
SW-User
Well it's not like I can do anything about it. No one knows anything about where she went, she's off the grid, and for all I know she could have been dead the past 5 years.
Justpeaceandlove · 61-69, F
@ShadowShifter: it's sad and there are many family members who have taken themselves out of their families. There are many reasons people come up with for that but you're not one of them. :) Something inside of her is going on that she needed to do that.
SW-User
Yeah. I was too much of a burden for her and she couldn't deal with me anymore.
Justpeaceandlove · 61-69, F
@ShadowShifter: I don't think that is true at all. That's how you feel i understand but I don't think it's true.
SW-User
That's easy for you to say.
Justpeaceandlove · 61-69, F
@ShadowShifter: not really love. My mom left me when I was about 3