It is incredibly short

Yeah that is hard to deal with. Three years ago i started working at an auto body and detail shop. I had worked there two amd a half months. One morning i walked out of the office on my way to the body shop. And i watched my shop manager get pinned between the ends of two semis chest high. When i made it closer to him the trucks had pulled apart and i watched him try and move his legs to walk. But his spine got severd and watched him fall to the ground. The look in his eyes and expression on his face when he realized he couldnt move his legs replays in my head every day. I made it to him then ran back tonthe shop to call 911 then ran back to him. But he was already gone. Along with his spine, his aorta was severd amd he bled out internally with 30-40 seconds. When i originally made it to him, i could see the look in his eyes and it was sad. The look was that of i cant beleieve i put myselfin this spot. Total sadness and frustration.