Why do I keep outliving my friends and everyone I care about?Lost my oldest friend tonight out of the blue. His wife called me which I thought was odd at first because she never calls me. I picked up and she told me he died. No idea about the actual cause yet but she said he suddenly had trouble breathing and... See More »
When someone insults you and/or calls you out on something and what they say is actually CORRECT, what should you do?Whenever this happens I'm clueless. I WANT to insult them back but if what they said is actually true then I can't really say anything. So I just stay quiet. A more or less recent example that happened to me went something like: Person: "So you... See More »
My self destructive coping tendencies are so small now. Like a tiny, squeaking voice calling from underneath my feet...One more foot forward, and I'll squash them for good.
I’m excited for tomorrowI’m about to get into my “work my ass off” phase. This job opportunity has plenty of overtime so I’ll take as many hours as I can. I have over $10,000 to pay off in fines. I’m gonna pay them off by the end of this year. And if I don’t, I’ll get pr... See More »
We are all children in some ways.The biggest misconception of humankind is that happiness comes from outside of you. There’s only two versions of this desire for or from the world and if you didn’t achieve them in your own way, you never will. The first is where you want... See More »
I have learned that people are going to do what they want to do.They can make all the promises, assure you with "I'm gonna's", but they will never feel obligated to follow through unless they want to. I don't know why they feel the need to lie. Or perhaps they believe they will, or might... Either way, I rely... See More »
