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I Self-harm

I bought the blade this Sunday, haven't cut myself just yet, but the urge is just so sweet.
I haven't done that in over an year but can still imagine the blade running over my soft flesh and the sting that I feel with that....
After that the blood starts rushing out and I can't feel the pain. Pleasure is immeasurable.
I would dump the blood into the toilet and then I feel the pain but its not a bad pain. Its a great pain. I would do it right now but I can't risk that. Its summer and I can't cut.
But I would do other things, I would mock myself, I would humiliate myself so much that I would cry at the end. But its not a bad thing.


I just like it. I do so much. I am not sick. I just like the kick.
josef2000
Fight the urge, you will start to have less urges as time goes on I hope :)
kaleidoscopic21
Please don't cut :c I'm sorry
Iknowme · 26-30, M
No don't be sorry about it. You aren't suppose to read it.
kaleidoscopic21
I know how this feels. I hope for the best for you :)
WhereThereIsHope
What blade did you buy?
Iknowme · 26-30, M
It's a shaving blade.
WhereThereIsHope
Oh, ok. Nevermind, that's beside the point. I know it's hard, but just try to stay strong. Do something to distract yourself when you feel like cutting.
Iknowme · 26-30, M
Thanks :)
Slowlifee
Iknowme · 26-30, M
Why wow?
Slowlifee
Kitne pyaar se bewkoof bnaya h tumne mujhe i am actually impressed nadeem.
Iknowme · 26-30, M
Sorry that was just a day, and see that's like April. I just didn't felt like removing it.

 
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