I Am Afraid of Failure
And so it happend, that what I feared came true. I failed at something I thought I was good at.
It has been little over 2 years ago since my last project. Around that time I was still working with my business partner/best friend at that time. We were doing project after project for 5 years straight and were super busy. It was nice working with him because we were pretty much in sync during projects and we had the same passion for what we do. I was pretty much focussed on the company and getting it further while he was more worried about what other people thought of him being single at his age, we did talk a lot about this issue and I would have given him the time and space if he was a bit more initiative but he wasn't. To make a long story short we each went our own way and a lot of mean accusation, blame and treats came my way. To a point where I was beaten as a warning if I ever contacted him again.
I still own the company but after that whole thing, I found it difficult to continue on my own. I decided to work elsewhere just to clear my head, travel and figure out what my next move would be.
This year I felt doing some new projects. I knew I have been out of the game for 2 years so I did not want to continue on the same level as before but take it easy.
But unfortunately I failed. I know that the reason they don't like the end result isn't fully my fault but still it sucks to hear that they don't want to use it.
I might come off as over dramatic and I know that my next project will work out great again but for now it sucks.
It has been little over 2 years ago since my last project. Around that time I was still working with my business partner/best friend at that time. We were doing project after project for 5 years straight and were super busy. It was nice working with him because we were pretty much in sync during projects and we had the same passion for what we do. I was pretty much focussed on the company and getting it further while he was more worried about what other people thought of him being single at his age, we did talk a lot about this issue and I would have given him the time and space if he was a bit more initiative but he wasn't. To make a long story short we each went our own way and a lot of mean accusation, blame and treats came my way. To a point where I was beaten as a warning if I ever contacted him again.
I still own the company but after that whole thing, I found it difficult to continue on my own. I decided to work elsewhere just to clear my head, travel and figure out what my next move would be.
This year I felt doing some new projects. I knew I have been out of the game for 2 years so I did not want to continue on the same level as before but take it easy.
But unfortunately I failed. I know that the reason they don't like the end result isn't fully my fault but still it sucks to hear that they don't want to use it.
I might come off as over dramatic and I know that my next project will work out great again but for now it sucks.
