I Am So Pissed

So i can pretty much handle anything that is thrown my way, but from time to time i end up letting things get the best of me. I am supposed to move into my new house today. My mom was supposed to help me finish the trim with the paint on the inside, two days in a row. She did not. I have no other family in this area and am a single mother of two, so money is tight. Her husband was supposed to help me move into my new place with his trailer and diesel truck to haul all my things from the storage unit. Apparently i am the least important person. It was all supposed to be done by today because they are leaving for the weekend and then my niece is coming to stay for a week. Oh but wait! while they are gone i am expected to watch their house while they go and play and have fun and i am stuck here trying to piece shit together. I guess i will end up splurging for movers to assist me.

I cant look at anyone without some form of contempt. I am seething mad. I should have never come to this place. I should have never left where i was. Family isn't shit.