I Am So Pissed

This has been such a sucky, un-up lifting happy week. I get an ounce of happiness just to turn a corner and find disappointments. Ugh, I hate depending on others. And, when they say, "your making progress on your driving" and, its like no hell I'm not especially when you tell me all the things I'm not rewdy for. So quit trying to cheer me up when you know completely well that I'm further than I want or should be. Driving once a week if possible doesn't help worth crap. -sigh- beyond frustrated when you get someone's hopes just to disappoint them. Hate depending on people or, asking for help when their not gonna even be there for you.