I Am Always Shocked When Someone Says They Find Me Attractive

I'm like one of those people who will look in the mirror and say:
"OHGOD WHAT IS THAT-- oh it's my face..."
Then someone tells me I'm cute or something and I proceed to call them a liar who only says it out of pity. I'm stubborn. And I refuse to think my opinions matter. So y'know. Can't help but feel and believe I'm ugly. Lol.