When i was younger...

I used to drink every day. I was forced to move back home so that my parents could watch over me. With no alcohol in the house I was going mad. I ended up drinking rubbing alcohol. Ignored the warning label that said could cause blindness or death. It didnt matter to me. I drank it and my insides were on fire...but that did not stop me...I've been in rehab three times. In patient, outpatient, a private lodge for addicts, an lived in an apartment complex for addicts...spent many years trying to be a better person...none of it worked...