I Hide My Feelings

I hide the feelings that show weakness but lately that has been getting hard. I am starting to feel sad angry and distant from the one person I truly live to love and missing her is only thw start. but not just that with a pet dieing yes I know a pet it made me cry I didn't tell anyone that when I buried it yes I cried...I dont really know why I am writing this but I feel like I need to let a little out and I cant to the one I usually would