Yeah i am a little bit tbh :/ i have mixed feelings about it though

I dropped this chick for 8 whole months. No contact whatsoever.

Texted her for a few minutes on a whim this morning, and now shes gonna be at my place when I get home from the airport on Saturday night willing to throw that ass on me like a freak.

It's a gift and a curse lol. I can have as much sex as I want but I am incapable of forging a meaningful connection with any woman that I respect and care about.