I Am Nothing

NOTHING AND EVERYTHING
I am, a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin and a friend. A young girl and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I am hardworking and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and still dream my dreams like I did so many years ago. I pray to God and cry salty tears of anguish in the darkness. I smile on the outside while I'm hurting on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion and true love and I have been broken to the core. I am everything and nothing all at once. Yes, that is me everything and nothing at all.