Ladies where do you find your shoes? [I Have Big Feet]

Payless is gone for good!! I can’t find shoes anywhere! It’s always smaller shoes with cute designs. I’m a size 13 shoe in women’s. I hate it!!! I get called big foot and people get shocked and say loudly that my feet are HUGH. It’s embarrassing and my family just sat there and didn’t defend me. One of my aunts said, “Well that IS big for a lady but you’re tall so it wouldn’t be seen as big. Plus you’re a very big girl so it would look ridiculous for a 6’0 girl to have small feet. The taller you are, the bigger your feet should be. Don’t be embarrassed and who cares what people say to you.”
It’s hard to accept myself and my big feet and I’m 5’11, not 6’!