I Made It Through A Rough Time

It's been months since my last SW post. I've had a terrible time with high school. Everything from my lack of sleep, to lack of friends, lack of faith, lack of happiness, lack of love. It was at this moment were I was extremely depressed. I didn't see an out so I contemplated suicide for a long while. But now, I am ever so grateful I didn't go through with it. I am no longer in high school, I've found that online school works for me better, I'm taking medication, and I have an amazing girlfriend. We really do complete each other. We make each other so happy. She came to me when I needed happiness more than anything. She provided. She saw my fats and continued to love me. I've never felt so accepted. If I had killed myself, she wouldn't be as happy either. I can see my future now and now I can see a brighter side to it. I don't know what kept alive exactly but I'm glad I didn't do what I wanted to do. Take this as always lesson that things can always get better. Life may be painful but there is still something to look forward to. Yo just may not know it yet.