I Miss Him

Its annoying. I don't want to miss or care for anyone. But I find myself missing his voice. Our conversations. Having someone I could tell my dreams to. What I did during the day. I miss waiting for him to come home. I miss playing games with him. I don't like this feeling at all. I'm sure he doesn't miss me. Everything he said was a lie. I'm not even mad. More annoyed by how much I care. Ugh.