I Miss Him

I can't get over him... And even tho he wasn't real and he wasn't all that good and nice as I thought he was... He was good to me somehow... I miss all those nights texting each other till falling asleep, ugh... I miss having that bc I had never had it. It sucks sometimes... bc at the same time he was bad to me. He hurt me so much... He lied to me and everything. He wasn't as great,as I thought he was... I know I shouldn't even think about him now... Anymore. And tbh I think I just miss the idea of him... He was too perfect to be true anyways. I just miss having someone, having that something... I had with him.