I Feel Guilty

I feel so guilty. I can't do it anymore. I have trouble comprehending that. I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack. Today is my last day though. They said I'm obligated to keep doing it, but I'm anxious most the time. The extra work is taking all my focus so I'm behind in my school work. Is the obligation worth being more anxious then I already am? I'm miserable, I want to enjoy; I want to be able to do it. I feel guilty to the point I almost feel sick. I can't take it right now...