theyre just words

im done giving in to u. i know exactly wat youre trying to do. u know my insecurity so u twist it into manipulating me with being obsessed to see it - to let it get in my head like a parasite - so i get my feelings hurt like a baby and hopefully self sabotage. its only "hurting my feelings" becuz u make me see it when i already reasoned with myself its there. i know the past is always there and yes its very difficult but i have the will power becuz of love. ive been weak to let u in with something i can just ignore but i will not satisfy u with destroying my want for a future over something insignificantly petty