I Lost Love

Ever since we were kids, when we both shared an innocent kiss then a make out.. I can't take you out of head. You are the first girl I liked and the only girl I would go for unconditionally until I get married. Your parents are friends with mines so you see me as family when I don't. And that hurts because I crave you, I lust for you, and I love you. Seeing you hurts, seeing that smile hurts, seeing that you avoid me hurts, seeing that you don't give me a chance to explain myself hurts, it hurts when you go out with a guy who doesn't want you. But yet you keep on doing it. Everyday I wish I was feeling your soft lips, feeling that sun kissed body, and being wrapped up with you. But sadly, every day I get older i understand that you and I will never happen. K