I Like to Be Held When I Am Hurting
Okay...... Can't Say That For Sure... But...... I think I'd like being held when I'm hurting. I've had hugs and such, but never had anyone hold me when I'm upset.
Not even by my own mother, normally growing up if I cried, whether it was over something related to her or something completely different, she would get on to me. She would act like I"m the most pathetic person ever for crying, didn't stop me from crying I just tried hiding it from her and done it while she was asleep or at work. Or I'd talk to my best friend. But I learned my lesson with my mom, she would hold some of my friends if they were upset, but never me. I was too inconvenient for her ya know, I mean damn me for being her kid lol
Never really had anyone hold me with friends or boyfriends either. Never cuddled...I mean technically I have for a minute or two, but I got weird and moved away. Because the person was more focused on the tv or something, so I pushed away like per usual. Although with men, if I've ever been upset with them, I hid it. Normally whether I've been in the right or wrong, the guys made me think it was my fault, so I didn't say a lot because if I did they got all defensive and logical thinking for them went out the window.
Sometimes these days I just want to be held when I'm upset. I get sick of crying and snuggling up to a pillow :P I hate feeling so alone, and music does a ton for me, and helps out, but it's not the same as having someone holding you, trying to help you feel better, telling you it's going to be okay, or hell even saying it may not happen, but things will work themselves out in time. I don't know, I just hate not knowing what it's like to have someone hold you.
Not even by my own mother, normally growing up if I cried, whether it was over something related to her or something completely different, she would get on to me. She would act like I"m the most pathetic person ever for crying, didn't stop me from crying I just tried hiding it from her and done it while she was asleep or at work. Or I'd talk to my best friend. But I learned my lesson with my mom, she would hold some of my friends if they were upset, but never me. I was too inconvenient for her ya know, I mean damn me for being her kid lol
Never really had anyone hold me with friends or boyfriends either. Never cuddled...I mean technically I have for a minute or two, but I got weird and moved away. Because the person was more focused on the tv or something, so I pushed away like per usual. Although with men, if I've ever been upset with them, I hid it. Normally whether I've been in the right or wrong, the guys made me think it was my fault, so I didn't say a lot because if I did they got all defensive and logical thinking for them went out the window.
Sometimes these days I just want to be held when I'm upset. I get sick of crying and snuggling up to a pillow :P I hate feeling so alone, and music does a ton for me, and helps out, but it's not the same as having someone holding you, trying to help you feel better, telling you it's going to be okay, or hell even saying it may not happen, but things will work themselves out in time. I don't know, I just hate not knowing what it's like to have someone hold you.
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