Should I join college again or should I wait?

Could do a online class instead of going to a college

Maybe try to find out for certain if the baby's father can handle him better. Test run. If you trusted he could, the decision would be easier for you.

It’s not selfish to want an education.
I would do it, but this is up to you, do whatever you think is right.

Might be better to wait until the baby has begun school, but there are definitely good reasons to jump into it right now.

Depends on if you’d have reliable care for your child. If you believe you’d realistically have the time, energy, motivation & commitment attending & graduating school requires. If you think it will benefit your family in the long run or not.

kids too small

Think about your future.