I Broke My Ankle

What an experience. I feel so angry. I'm just so useless and immobile. I can't help but think "what if...?" I'm in pain and so embarrassed. But most of all I feel hopeless. I just want to cry, not from pain but from how life changing this is. I don't want to rely on people for things I use to be able to do myself. I'd almost rather be dead than going through this. I can feel depression seeping in and I'm not ready to be miserable.