I Need You To Hold Me And Tell Me Everything Will Be Okay
You Know Who You Are.... Read This... We've been fighting, and the title in this group, definitely is something I want to be happening because I'm scared I've lost you. Everything has gotten completely out of hand, and I'm not apologizing for what I asked of you. Why wouldn't I want more time with the person I'm very much in love with?
You've been by my side for months, even at my worst, and I'm not giving up on us because of a huge fight. You mean more to me than I can even explain. I've given myself to you entirely and that means something to me. Walking away from you is not an option, unless you do not want this anymore.
I'm not mad either, I'm hurt and confused. I turned to you because I trust you completely. I feel as though I can tell you anything. I know you wouldn't judge me, and I know you care about me.
My intentions when writing you... they were never to hurt you or make you feel inadequate. I want more time with the man that makes me feel beautiful, who has faith in me, makes me see the good in me instead just assuming I'm bad. You've done the one thing that I can't really say for anyone else and that's the fact that you never gave up on me. Even at my worst when I was tearing you down, you fought back, and stuck with me until I calmed down, and things changed in that moment because I knew for the fact that you loved me. You love me unconditionally. .
You've given me hope in my life, I don't feel like such a failure or such a bad person for my past, Im learning from it. I know I made the choice to do better for myself and to guide myself along into a more positive atmosphere. But you pushed me, you stuck by me and never let me take those steps backwards. You believed in me. I can't say that for anyone. No to the extent that you have been here with me.
I feel as though I could write on and on for hours, but fact is, I'm not giving up and I'm not going anywhere. You are my world. I am completely yours. My body, my heart, my mind, everything. I am yours if you still want me.
But if you think that it's best for you to walk away then I will accept that, and move on. But there will never be anyone like you. I won't be looking either after you, I don't know that I'm going to be involved with D/s relationships again. You more than earned my trust, and you've been with through thick and thin, you're rare type of person.
Fact is I love you. I love more than I can write in this story or figure out how to explain in words.
My question now is... Do you want to work this out?
You've been by my side for months, even at my worst, and I'm not giving up on us because of a huge fight. You mean more to me than I can even explain. I've given myself to you entirely and that means something to me. Walking away from you is not an option, unless you do not want this anymore.
I'm not mad either, I'm hurt and confused. I turned to you because I trust you completely. I feel as though I can tell you anything. I know you wouldn't judge me, and I know you care about me.
My intentions when writing you... they were never to hurt you or make you feel inadequate. I want more time with the man that makes me feel beautiful, who has faith in me, makes me see the good in me instead just assuming I'm bad. You've done the one thing that I can't really say for anyone else and that's the fact that you never gave up on me. Even at my worst when I was tearing you down, you fought back, and stuck with me until I calmed down, and things changed in that moment because I knew for the fact that you loved me. You love me unconditionally. .
You've given me hope in my life, I don't feel like such a failure or such a bad person for my past, Im learning from it. I know I made the choice to do better for myself and to guide myself along into a more positive atmosphere. But you pushed me, you stuck by me and never let me take those steps backwards. You believed in me. I can't say that for anyone. No to the extent that you have been here with me.
I feel as though I could write on and on for hours, but fact is, I'm not giving up and I'm not going anywhere. You are my world. I am completely yours. My body, my heart, my mind, everything. I am yours if you still want me.
But if you think that it's best for you to walk away then I will accept that, and move on. But there will never be anyone like you. I won't be looking either after you, I don't know that I'm going to be involved with D/s relationships again. You more than earned my trust, and you've been with through thick and thin, you're rare type of person.
Fact is I love you. I love more than I can write in this story or figure out how to explain in words.
My question now is... Do you want to work this out?
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