I "Am Single"

Not by choice either, I am just always cheated on or dumped or passed on for someone else. I would love to be in a relationship for more than 5 months, but that never happens. To be honest I'm starting to give up on it altogether; I mean who wants to continue being looked over or ignored? Like any time im with friends or with my sisters the guys always flock to them. . . . . all the time. Even when we are out and a group of guys comes our way, im always the one who ends up by herself while the others talk to their new friend. Im sick of it. and no, my self confidence has nothing to do with it. I accept who I am and what I like and dislike; I do have challenges with eczema and discoloration and such but that shouldn't cause a guy to completely ignore me. Like if anyone could experience the pain of waking up and knowing that you have to go through this everyday its a sad thing. I know that some say that being single is a blessing, but honestly I just see it as a curse of being lonely. I hate that I cant have a proper opportunity to show someone that I am good girlfriend material. But that guy that I am hoping will come is non-existent.