I Hate Life

I just found out I failed my whole grade because of one stupid comprehensive exam. It was my Mandarin

exam. its now summer break and I have to study over vacation to retake it. I don't wanna repeat the grade.

I've been crying for hours and hours, I feel like i'm going no where. I'm gonna get the rest of my results of

my other exams back and I'm so worried that I failed them too. I've never seen my mother so ashamed of

me. I wanna try really hard. I can't repeat the grade/move schools! I'm too passionate about it, advice

or words of wisdom please?? :( I'm nothing.