I Know That Part Of Me Wants To Change

Who I am? or what I was? wont matter untill, I have the ability to think beyond the surface and good things are inside me. I want to be a rock solid hard-core working and a well developed person. But I have flaws.. I am very very lazy. I have not even tried to executive even small plans I needed to start with. I need to be motivated everyday because I am emotionally cracked and lost. I have high hopes of becoming a huge personality, but I am afraid of people or to move out. I need to do something soon!