Simple as that. I wish I was beautiful. I wish someone would look at me and think dang shes beautiful or something. I don't like being the ugly friend, the ugly sister. I go out with my friends and they want to go places where there are a lot of people and I hate that. Or being with someone and finding out they they want to be with this other girl because she is better looking. I didn't choose to look like this, it's how I was born, and until I can afford to change myself, I am stuck like this. And I hate myself everyday.