I Family Struggles

I get so tired of my family. On Sunday I went to my family Christmas party, I haven't seen this side of my family in three years because I have no relationship with my father. So, I went and barely any of my family talked to me because they think that because I got a tattoo it is a sin and they do not agree with that. I cam get over the fact that my family doesn't like me but I get so tired of coming home to a mom that is passed out drunk on the couch with a beer in her hand. I know that there are people going through way worse than what I am but I just get so tired of it and I get to the point where I can't handle it emotionally. I just want to be old enough to move out and be my own person already.