I Family Struggles

So, my life so far has been a journey. I know I could have it way worse than I do now but I’m struggling. My dad is and alcoholic and so is my mom. My parents are divorced because my dad beat my mom very badly and one night he came into my room with a butcher knife and a bucket asking me where my mom was, I told him I didn’t know even though she was lying next to me in my bed. My dad and I have no relationship and my mom and I barely do because of their drinking. I have been molested by my moms ex fiancé because she was passed out drunk and couldn’t help me. I don’t speak to my dad because he tried to hit me, I don’t know how to handle my family struggles anymore.