I Miss Mom

Why can't I just have a normal mother that lives at home like my best friends? They're mothers are incredible and zi ended up with a coward of a mother that decided to just leave the family because she didn't want to me a mom anymore and wants her own life. She LEFT. Well she didn't just leave. She said goodbye and left letters and my friends and family told me I need to quit sugarcoating the facts of what my mom did and I don't wanna accept the reality of what she did. My mom is a strong woman! She is! My family and friends disagree. I made a lovely mothers day post about but NOBODY liked or comment on it. Nobody did. Do you agree that my mom is a coward and a weak woman? Please tell me you don't.