I Have a Fear

Life can step in and teach you things or you can simply learn on your own. Often when one is young they can feel empowered or invincible, but life will always come in sooner or later.

Sounds like you're anxious about the possibilities of things going a certain way, a way that you wouldn't like. I think that's natural to an extent. The fact is, we do live and learn. You may become very different in twenty years, from how you might imagine you will be, and that's not necessarily a bad thing either. There are uncertainties in life, but it's the small things in it, that might not seem like much, that I take greatest pleasure from. Sorry to go on!

im a lot older and it seems like i am always changing my path.

Sometimes you are the change; sometimes the change is thrust upon you without warning.

Yes you can. Good for you!

Iam sure you can do it