I Hate My Relationship
It saddens me to admit, but it's true.
I hate my relationship. I hate what it's turned into. It use to be this fun happy relationship, but now it only frustration and anger all the time.
I try so hard to get back to where him and I were, but it isn't easy at all. I believe where are biggest fault came from is we jumped into a relationship without getting to know each other very well. Then our relationship was pretty much us getting to know each other instead of us enjoying each other. He isn't the guy I thought he was. One year and two month into this and I now know he is an angry, jealous, boring loser. He is everything that I don't want.
However, there are some things about him I do like. I like his maturity and dedication. He works hard and does a lot to make me happy. Also he takes care of me and shows me love I don't get from a lot of people. Even though he does those things it isn't enough. I want someone who is fun and likes to take risks. Someone who is young and full of life. He is just too mundane for me. I like excitement while he like comfort. We're total opposites.
I'm not gonna say I don't love him, because I do. All the time we've spent together has made me grow attached to him. But that's all it is, I love him, but I'm not in love with him. I'm a little eager for the day when we are completely over with.
With all this said, I don't regret being with him. I have learned soooo much from being with him.
Well that's all I'm gonna write. Thanks for reading.
I hate my relationship. I hate what it's turned into. It use to be this fun happy relationship, but now it only frustration and anger all the time.
I try so hard to get back to where him and I were, but it isn't easy at all. I believe where are biggest fault came from is we jumped into a relationship without getting to know each other very well. Then our relationship was pretty much us getting to know each other instead of us enjoying each other. He isn't the guy I thought he was. One year and two month into this and I now know he is an angry, jealous, boring loser. He is everything that I don't want.
However, there are some things about him I do like. I like his maturity and dedication. He works hard and does a lot to make me happy. Also he takes care of me and shows me love I don't get from a lot of people. Even though he does those things it isn't enough. I want someone who is fun and likes to take risks. Someone who is young and full of life. He is just too mundane for me. I like excitement while he like comfort. We're total opposites.
I'm not gonna say I don't love him, because I do. All the time we've spent together has made me grow attached to him. But that's all it is, I love him, but I'm not in love with him. I'm a little eager for the day when we are completely over with.
With all this said, I don't regret being with him. I have learned soooo much from being with him.
Well that's all I'm gonna write. Thanks for reading.
26-30, F
