I Don't Have Friends

It was foolish of me to see to make friendships that I aimed to last as well as be near family who understood me.they betrayed me and I don't want to have anything to do with them. It is just me all alone now and that's hoe it shall be I'm tired of people using or forgetting about me to my way is going off on my own. They wouldn't care if I left anyways it's always about them or their problems never asking about mines or if I need help. And I'm done. Isolation suits me best for the alternative is blowing up on each and everyone of them. I thought friends or family were for me well I was wrong. If people want to be my friend then it's whatever but I'm officially done searching