I Can Be Romantic

Tomorrow I'll be going to the movies with a guy I've never met before.
I'm looking forward to it although part of me is scared of him thinking I'm ugly or being bothered by my flat chest.
I'm really craving human contact.someone to hold my hand and a whole bunch of other stuff like that.
I'm trying not to get my hopes up.
I keep telling myself that these things never work that I'm not ment to be with anyone and that I'll never be good enough that way when the guy leaves because I don't sleep with him I won't feel that bad.
I'm feeling very low lately...nothing seems to help.