I Think Forgiveness Is Good For the Soul

Im all for forgiveness but there's some ppl I cannot forgive, I can't forgive them for what they've done to destroy my happiness, well what I thought was gonna be my happiness 😠😠😠 I know I'd feel better if I could just brutally beat them with a shovel or just set them on fire an put them out with gasoline, just maybe then I could forgive them for what they did. 😠😠 but, ik revenge isn't worth it, but thinking about brutally hurting them kinda makes me happy lol