I Am Feeling A Little Sad

Two guys.
One who says he cares and I know he does but he doesn't love me. Stuff I did never really fetch great responses....
The other one I'm emotionally attached a little and he says he wants to focus on his real life more. Am I just a fantasy ?
It's just so sad. Why can't I just be loved ?
I hope the new guy in college notices me, I'm just so attracted to middle eastern looks, I don't understand why.