I Think About You All the Time

05/05/2016: You're the first person I think of when I wake and it's why I struggle with not messaging you all the time. Sadly, I don't think I'm the first person you think of and that's okay. I'm getting use to it just need to get use to trying to back off and not caring as much as I do. I don't think I can do it but the only thing I can do is try.. Even if it hurts and even if it's sad.