I Will Write A Letter I Will Not Send
I hate nights like tonight when all I want to do is hear from you or feel you touch me.
You have crept up on me and become an addiction which I can't break free from. This worry that you will distance yourself or become closer to someone else haunts me.
In many ways, you have become my anchor.
Everyday I tell myself I will break free from you but I never manage it. I couldn't stop if I tried. You have become such a huge part of me. I love your presence, your voice, your gentle, reassuring touches. I love your honesty, the way you openly express your feelings and your heart. I love your need to understand life and emotions, how you reach out to me in so many ways.
I feel I can face any challenge with you by my side. I admit it when my phone beeps with a text from you, my heart soars. When you touch me even lightly on the shoulder for example, my stomach flips over.
I know you don't see me as anything but a friend but I want you to know that you make my world a more beautiful and safe place and when I am in your arms, it feels like perfection.
Jenni.
You have crept up on me and become an addiction which I can't break free from. This worry that you will distance yourself or become closer to someone else haunts me.
In many ways, you have become my anchor.
Everyday I tell myself I will break free from you but I never manage it. I couldn't stop if I tried. You have become such a huge part of me. I love your presence, your voice, your gentle, reassuring touches. I love your honesty, the way you openly express your feelings and your heart. I love your need to understand life and emotions, how you reach out to me in so many ways.
I feel I can face any challenge with you by my side. I admit it when my phone beeps with a text from you, my heart soars. When you touch me even lightly on the shoulder for example, my stomach flips over.
I know you don't see me as anything but a friend but I want you to know that you make my world a more beautiful and safe place and when I am in your arms, it feels like perfection.
Jenni.
