I'd Run Away But I Have Nowhere To Go
I'm feeling super aggravated right now. I've worked very hard paying off my bills. I knew that today was the deadline of the Pay-No-Interest for 12 months. But work was sooo busy today. And I didn't get to it in time. Now I've become responsible for an additional $282.64! Money isn't really an issue. I have plenty of money in savings, which I refuse to touch. It's the irresponsibility of the occurrence. My brain functions like a computer. I can remember dates, times, names, numbers, all kinds of information. So it's not like I forgot. I don't forget anything. It's being consumed with life and with work that controls me. At the time-being, I am putting more concentration on my health and my structure with work. I've found that if I put too much time into one thing, it comprises the other. On top of that, now I have this extra bill, my student loans (which are now at the point of being consolidated) is near being due, and my credit card is at the halfway point of my current credit limit. I have the ability to pay this off very easily with the type of job that I have, but nonetheless, it takes time and focus. I've putting so much of myself into work right now. I come home completely exhausted. I do cardiovascular exercise every day after work (4-6 miles) and am currently on day 9 of the infamous Master Cleanse (a spicy lemonade concoction designed to detox and purify the body and mind). I have a crazy goal to do this for a total of 40 days. No solid consumption (but I've made the decision of accepting raw nuts and organic fruit). I've done a 14 day juice cleanse before, but NEVER at this capacity! I know, CRAZY! But I am determined to do this, to get my $4!73 in order! And paying off these stupid bills is going to come in time. My frigging dog who got sick less than a year ago gave a headache of a bill of $3500. I was able to pay that off extremely fast. All of my concentration is going to focus in on paying off all of these other stoopid bills. Sigh...I just hate the thought of also dumping it towards my student loans. I can't afford that monthly atrocious payment. It's impossible. I don't know how I'm going to survive these next couple of months. Is there a lotto fairy Godmother who can bless me? :'( Story of my life...