I Have So Much Rage And Sadness Inside

You have been hurt, I suppose. If you know who, how, why, you can begin to deal with the rage. You love the feeling of rage because it is something you control. Whoever hurt you, took all control away.

Anger gives people the illusion of power. That's better than feeling helpless when sad. Maybe that's it? It's not that there's anything wrong with you. That's normal.

@lseule thanks you