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I Can Love You Like You've Never Been Loved Before

I love him so much I feel like he gives me so much when we're together that when we are apart I feel like I have nothing and I keep missing him and thinking about him.
It's kind of killing me.
I don't know how to handle it.
I know this is real deep love I am feeling.
But it's so severe and effects me so much.

I can't explain it
It's the best thing in the world but when he's not with me I feel like this shell of a person like my soul is missing or something
It's that bad
I miss him that much

He doesn't want us to live together yet he doesn't always contact me when we're not together either and it feels like I'm just hanging out for the next time we are together
Like I have finally found my life
But it's in another person
And without them I feel so empty and in so much despair from missing them so much.

Can any body relate? ?? How did you deal with it???!!!!

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ZenKitzune · F

It will pass lol. Try to avoid it turning into an obsession though, that never ends well.

Isthisit · F

@ZenKitzune
I don't want an obsession. That'd definitely kill me:(

ZenKitzune · F

@Isthisit Something you said rang alarm bells in particular "Like I have finally found my life
But it's in another person " You can't find happiness in someone else, if you don't have it in you then when this feeling wears off (as it will always do) then you will always feel like you are missing something. Expecting so much of another person is a death sentence, believe me I have been there.

Isthisit · F

@ZenKitzune thanks so much. I do feel like I need to stop myself but it's such a wild feeling that runs so deep.

ZenKitzune · F

@Isthisit Those first throws of love are pretty hard to resist even for the most hardened rationalist. Ever heard of the school of life channel on youtube? They have some really helpful stuff on relationship philosophy. It helped me through some tough times. Be good to yourself, you are whole as you are 🤗