I feel down so I rambled

I have friends who said they will be there for me.

Last few days I have been trying to talk to someone , Anyone. But sadly I have no one to talk too.


I just wanted to speak and have a conversation to feel like a normal person but it's so hard to find someone to talk when you really want to talk to.

I'm stuck with this feeling for the last 20 years.
I can't feel close to anyone.

As I always say what's the point in living if I don't get share the moment with someone I love. So I better die so on.




I am not in the mood to grammer check my sentences, I'm sorry.